Dreams

I have come to the conclusion that dreams can be quite bitter-sweet. While your fast asleep, having a dream, feeling like what your seeing is real life, everything can seem quite perfect. But then you wake up, and have to live in reality. But even that sometimes can still be a good thing. Sometimes when i have dreams about people that I miss, waking up feeling like I just spent a day in there presence makes me feel like they are not so far away. A few nights ago I had a dream about Paul. He was hanging out with my family and I at my parents house. It seemed so real. In fact, when I woke up, I felt confused! Any ways, in this dream I remember saying to him, "you know you can come visit us and the boys anytime you like". I don't remember his response. I wish I did, but that is what happens when you are a crummy blogger. :) Really, I hope he does visit often. I miss the guy. And sometimes I feel very pathetic missing him when I was just his sister-in-law. I've said it before though, he was one of the greatest men that I have ever met. He had a kind heart, loving personality, a sense of humor, smart, sensitive, helpful, etc. He had all the traits my family could use right now. And although I know he must have had more important things to do in heaven, I still, a year and a half later, don't get why it had to be him. Or why it has to be anybody for that matter. Any who. Sorry for the booooooooby post. I am going to try and post more on here, hopefully happy things!! Ta ta for now!!